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i miss [18 Jul 2008|06:17pm]
i miss livejournal<3
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chikanenes... [18 Dec 2006|03:14pm]
I HAD CHIKANENES NEXT TO A BIG BLUE WATER TOWER............
you're the closest thing to perfect

yo.... [16 Dec 2006|04:00pm]
well u know u never realize the things u miss untill there gone...huh??
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theory of lovers.. [15 Dec 2006|02:58pm]
well ofcourse im still with orlando <3333333333333333 hes one of the best things that has ever happend to me and ive been chilling alot with christian i met him like 6 years ago at waterford and im still going atrong he;s like my brother hes a really kim lol...well ofcourse i have a damn myspace look under email for mno4ever@aol.com... imiss u all <3333333333333
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[pink ribbon] [30 Sep 2006|05:32pm]
[ mood | happy ]

well my mother in law is suffering from breast cancer and on wednesday she had surgeory everything is suppose to be ok they were only suppose to keep her for 1 day but the ended up keeping her for 4 days it sucks and things at the house are alright we all just miss her expecially her youngest son miguel the 5 year old....things are pretty decent here with me and big o..lmao orlando same as usual actually well um i dont really have much to type its not like anyone is even going to read this and the hospitol computer wont let me on my myspace so oh well whatever...





GOOD LUCK AND GET WELL SOON MA I LOVE YA....

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[i feel torn] [01 Feb 2006|06:27pm]
trying to change someones mind when it's set..is a toughy..


love ya kimm kimm....kumba!!
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[sometimes i wonder if im in a dream] [01 Feb 2006|05:34pm]
[ mood | tired ]

well i haven't been really up to anything just well hmm...



i've been working at a pizza place for about 6 months now....i work with the most amazing people there well..criticaly [rasicm]muslim....

but hey there so nice and helpfull..


anyways im marrying this kid i know his name is ayoub {alex} he's like a big prepy boy..kinda creepy..but he's friend oh oh oh oh wait.....my BROTHER is how he puts it...


im still with my LOVE orlando..1 year and 4 months so far..lmao we live together still now in our own apt...in pine hills..im GROWN nucca lmao...anyways [rent,phone,cable,cars,]





everything basically but it's all good..




he's my life.


i miss you all...MUAH


britt i love you girlie ....MUAH..




xoxo

im a well umm [prep] lmao i have to dress like this or well my lovely friend umm alex will get mad and i do NOT want to get him mad he'll freak..

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[let me lie hear in the bloody swamp] [14 Jun 2005|04:32pm]
[ mood | happy ]

nothing really im going on im fixin to go to my friend jessicas bday...today..


i live with my mom now with orlando <333










im fixin to probally going to see kim and candice today<3333

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[falling faith of you'r broken heart] [10 Mar 2005|06:20pm]
everything is great..




orlando was pretty upset yesterday sadly..but everything turned out good..


to my suprise orlando came home from school with i love marian 4 life on his hand..


i was so happy..


god knows i love this kid
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[nightmare on millpool ct.] [06 Mar 2005|01:26pm]
[ mood | happy ]

well nothing really has been up..


umm andrew dosen't seem happy to talk to me anymore..




umm everytime orlando goes to school and i go back to bed i have this toumentd dreams it's freaky as fuck..



but yeah

you're the closest thing to perfect

{She isnt real } [22 Feb 2005|04:43pm]
[ mood | inlove ]

well i haven't been able to update becouse i don't have a computer and i lost my library card but now i found it and im at the library i really don't have much to say just thought yall would like to know im alive..



~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame.
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through the cover in me
Id do anything to have her to myself
Just to have her for myself
Now I dont know what to do, I dont know what to do when she makes me sad.

She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
A song that no one sings
The unattainable, Shes a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason
I dont know what to do, I dont know what to do when she makes me sad.

But I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me

A catch in my throat
Choke, torn into pieces
No, I dont want to be this

But I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me

She isnt real
I can't make her real
She isnt real
I can't make her real

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[<3] [03 Dec 2004|11:09pm]
[ mood | okay ]

hey you guys whats up? haven't really been able to get on the only time i can get on is when i come to kims house but if yall ever want to get ahold of me just call my moms number 4079246075 and just tell her to write yalls number down..nate thanx for noticeing im alive<33
little natie cookie monster lmao...i haven't forgotten..but yeah

umm i dont have anything left to write im fixin to go to my moms for the weekend with my boyfriend...


ttyl..



<3marian


TONY GO TO WATEDFORD ON FRIDAY <333


<3MARIAN
aka
mars

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im alive [19 Nov 2004|01:33am]
[ mood | happy ]

hey you guys im, alive sorry i havent been on computers broken and i don't live at home i live with my boyfriend but if you wanna talk sometime leave me a comment and i'll try to cheak it some how love yall


<3marian aka mars

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[you can't keep it from me] [20 Aug 2004|11:30pm]
[ mood | leave me alone ]

fucking everyone was here today...


[X]people[X]
kim[red neck duck]
beonca[black bitch]
cecili[crazy stonner]
jack[loner]
brad[drunk]
jessica [that works here]
jessica.c.[dirty love<33]
amber[nucca]
chris[turtle]
cecilis mom[crazy bitch]
kims mom[bitch]
danavan[hottie]
tony[stonner]
adrian[cutie]
damise[dick]
fat kid[umm]
skinny kid[umm]
chris[black]
my dad[ass]
nathan <3[sweetie]
evan<3[train]
mike</3[scooter kid] fat black girl[umm] skinny rican girl[umm] james[horny crazy knife cutter] fat black girl w/wierd face[umm] all these people were her today..omfg..i was like wtf..go home already.. well chris [turtle]is mad at me becouse i didn't give him gas money.. umm..amber broke my dad entena... umm..my dad walked in my house smelt weed and busted a cap in his fucking head..he freaked..holy fucking shit.. brad and jessica that work here came and woke my fucking dad up..going fucking crazy..meanwhile kims mom shows up..and she already didn't want kim here becouse of the drugs..and fucking brad goes "what she want" i was like oh shit..and kims mom was like "umm aight" like all bitchy and shit..so i don't think kim will be returning anytime soon.. well im out i have been trying to sleep all fucking night and i couldn't but i think i will go to sleep now... <3marian

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[im full of teenage angst] [20 Aug 2004|01:58pm]
ok listen..

i got up woke kim up talked to trey talk to cecili and jessica.c. and chris...[turtle] [jessica.c.] [amber] [kim] [cecili] [james] [tony] [adrian] [nathan] [elise] and [me] went to the empty apartment and chilled..fucking they smoked..i didn't..jessica adrian turtle tony nathan and amber went to dee's to go get weed they'll be back..aww and jessica.c gave me a kiss <33



umm were waiting for them to get back..we as in [kim cecili james and me and elise]





well umm im going to go now..

bye bye

<3marian

I LOVE CUMBA <33
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[strawberry philies] [20 Aug 2004|11:01am]
[ mood | i love you ]

well last night my dad came in my room smelt weed it was really smokey and adrian turtle tony cecili and kim were in there and they had quarts of beer.

ofcourse my dad was mad for like 2 mins..and then it passed..


then last night after i came back from my uncle pats and my aunt rada's

me and kim got everyone chris danavan elise cecili adrian and tony..we stayed out till like fucking 12:30am and then i was like im about to fall asleep and so i went home..

and kim followed behind me..


I THOUGHT I LEFT MY CELLI ON MY DAD'S TRUCK AND KIM JUST FOUND IT..


<3marian

you're the closest thing to perfect

[i'll give you my heart if you promisse to hold it tight but not to tight to break it] [19 Aug 2004|10:10am]
[ mood | ~n~ tired ]

yesterday i went driving with [turtle] [cecili] [elise][adrian] [tony] ["t"] and [me] in a 5 seater car lmao....we went to lake mary..came back scared the shit outof turtle..


[CECILI AND TONY] my great great great great great grandma's lighter..LMAO...


umm..then when i got home we all just hung out till like 12:30am....then went in and went to bed.

kim decided to call me at like 9:51am and wake me up..ugh..then i called [turtle] then he called me back and were going to my moms around like 1:00 i hope [jessica.c.] goes..

umm i miss kim..alot..<33


<3marian

you'r my shining armor i wanna see you break me down and then build me up.

you're the closest thing to perfect

[don't break me down] [18 Aug 2004|10:11am]
[ mood | missing michael ]

[talked 2 mike alittle]
[i miss him]

[i was thinking about suicide yesterday -or running away]


[beonca kim cecili danavan dante elise and victoria have been at my house for like a week now str8]


cecili went crazy and took a knife out of me..

the storm was gay me and beonca were at kims house during it..and big tree went threw kims house..


last night cecili snuck out with me adrian and tony..and we saw police lights and we all jetted.it was crazy..


cecili coming over right now..well when she gets out of the showwer my dad's been sick the passed two days now guess what...well guess who's sick..ME!!


<3marian

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[im the person you wish you didn't kill] [13 Aug 2004|10:20am]
yesterday/last night

like i said before i talked to michael it was a nice convo..he told me happy birthday and yeah..

ok then beonca came over..she had me take a aderal so yeah..then we went to the basket ball courts and saw victoria elise adrian and tony..we came back to my house..chilled...i crawled in cecilis window to wake her up didn't work so i pegged a lighter at her..and she still didn't wake up but my lighters in her house..then..umm..i talked on the phone with jessica.c. for awhile then her dad made her go..=-X...and i think that's about it besides the fact that i didn't go to bed till around 6:30am - 7:00am and now here iam...<3
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[im so happy i cryd] [12 Aug 2004|08:21pm]
so i went to school came home..by myself =/..cecili and james came over..well let me get to the good part


cecili called michael and asked him if he wanted to tell me happy birthday and guess what he said yes..so i got on the phone and we talked for alittle it was the happiest moment in my life i cryd =X..i love michael so much just to hear his voice made me happy..i miss him so much..i told him i was going to call him on sunday or monday and he said ok..



<3marian
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